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Saturday, 31 December 2011

Bye, 2011

Hey, wassup~
Third post now. Three post a day, how come???
Well, just wanna give you a sweet suggestion,
come on, take a picture of yourself and your family!!!
Thats the last photo of yourself in 2011 !!!
I would take it later^^
See ya next year~

*self-shooting, cheese~ =)

Three Amazing Words

The three amazing words in this world was
-THANK YOU
-SORRY
-I LOVE YOU

Before the end of 2011,
I would like to thank all my friends, family members, and other people who have help me a lot, although it's just a small help.
I also want to say sorry to everyone if i did wrongly, or said something wrong. Forgive me.
I do want to take this opportunity to tell my mother, father, and brother, and my beloved cats, I LOVE YOU ALL!!! I would want to tell you all about this but I'm shy, though.^^

Friends there, take this opportunity to tell all your friends and families and pets these amazing words!!!

*smiles~

New wishes

Today is the last day of 2011, and of course we will make a list of our hopes, wishes, targets and achievements in 2012.
I definitely hope that all will go well in 2012, i don't want any chaos and shenanigans and sad things happen.
These are my hopes, i wish that God will make my hopes come true.
1) Me and my family will be living healthily and happily.
2) My studies will go on successfully.
3) My family's financial problem vanished.
4) More customers for my brother please~.
5) I will determine to success.
6) I don't want to become lazy in every second, every minute, every hour, every day.
7) My friends will get along with me well.
8) My sport events and co-curriculum better.
9) High marks and high grades for my examination.
10) Instill me a self conquest and discipline.
I really hope all these things go well next year.
I want to change myself, to a different person,
caring, hardworking, confident, joyful, optimist, discipline,...
please instill good values in me,
I hope i can succeed in my life,
with these changes in 2012 and so on to my entire life.
Blesses~

*smiling cutie~ ^^

Saturday, 24 December 2011

God is fair.

24th of December 2011
What so special day is today??
As you know, today is the PMR result releasing day.
My heart just can't stop beating from the day when I knew the date.
I can't even sleep.
Truthfully, I was confident to score straight A,
as I scored straight A too in my trial.
I had been work hard to get it.
God knows.
I just need to score straight A,
I don't want to disappoint my parents,
I was the only hope,
and they want me to success in my entire life.
They sent me to tuition centre everyday,
they spent time to send me to school.
I walk home everyday,
no matter sun or rain.
I just stand it.
I know i should not forgive.
God is great.
I worked so hard.
Finally i got 8As !!!
Cheer for it.
Everyone feels so happy.
I'll continue to work hard.
I want to let those people who look down on me,
know that me,
I'm capable.
God knows who have work hard,
and knows those who did not work hard.
So, don't blame other things,
please think over yourself.
I'm not teasing you, sorry.
PMR is just a mount,
you spend effortlessly to climb over it.
SPM.
Let's look forward to SPM.
It determines our future.
Study hard.
And you will success too.

*smile =)

Tuesday, 15 November 2011

Mad ! Angry !!!

This was actually a true story and it was my experience. My worst experience ever in my life. You should take it as a lesson although you never went through it.
I have a friend who was quite good with me. I thought she was the best friend and whom I can talk to when I'm depressed. But all I thought was wrong. ALL WRONG !!! I was totally mad!!! I can't describe by words.
At the past October. These things happened ONE MONTH ago !!! She wanted to go ***** (somewhere), and she did not have enough *****(a stuff). She messaged me and asked me to lend her. Well, actually I'm a straightforward person. I was a kind person. I eventually lend her my *****(my stuff) without thinking. An AB blood type person is like that :) Okay, it sounds nothing and is normal right.. Let's continue...--
A week later, she came back from *****(somewhere), and the next day was her end-year examination. I was not supposed to call her and annoy her. Okay. I keep quiet and try to be patient as well. I was a person which cares very very very much about my stuff. At first I thought she would return my stuff herself without my urge. But it's November already. Where was my shirt???? How come she did not return to me??? What happened??? Two days before holiday, a long holiday, which is today, I phoned her and she never open her phone, I tried to message her. She never reply. I was mad already. I tried the other way else. I messaged her sister to tell her to return me my stuff tomorrow. I even bluff her that I want to wear it tomorrow. I was guilty. Seriously. I did that the first time. Then her sister phoned me. You know what she says??? She said she(her sister, who make me a lot of trouble.) borrowed my stuff to the **** *** school's student. I was totally speechless that time. SPEECHLESS. I was blurred. In the second, I felt that I'm in the hell. I'm not kidding. These were totally the thoughts in my heart !!! And I did not know what will happen to my stuff. I did not know how to get back. I turned to become a stone. I wanted to cry, but the problem was I can't cry. I wanted to shout and scold her, but I couldn't do that. I don't know. I was totally blank. How can she do like that, that stuff is my stuff, it is another person stuff not your stuff !!! I feel like something wrong with her morality. I was mad and everything came out from my mouth. @#$%^*
I don't know. I have to spoil my image that I built it very hardly. I became a troublesome person indeed. But who cares?? I just want my stuff back. I don't know how you suppose to take back, but for sure I want my stuff BACK!!! I'm not that rich. All I want is to maintain my stuffs an make sure they do not lost. I can't afford to buy everything new.
Seriously, I was scared. I don't know how will she get back my shirt. I hope she will return to me next year. I will always tell her to get my shirt. Every second from now. A person will do something they do not want to do at first after someone annoyed her/him.
Now I lost my appetite. I lost my mood to play with my cat. I lost my mood to watch the final episode of the drama. I turned to a devil right now. All I need is to talk out everything in my heart in my blog. Together with my favourite boy band - U-KISS songs, 0330, Man Man Ha Ni, Neverland, and others. I feel better now.  :)
* Angry face = =

Sunday, 21 November 2010

Flood (Part 1)

OMG, a terrible flood happened a week ago and i had no chance to write it on my blog !!! Well, it was actually a new but terrible experience for me. Let me tell you about the flood that happened in my residential area :)---
Well, that Friday, was actually a very sunny day and an awesome day for me to do whatever i wanted to. I woke up so early and after brushing and bathing, i sat in front of my computer. Ya, it was normal. Who never eventually sit in front if her computer after she just finished her end-year examination. I opened and played my favourite game. And, in the moment, my mother saw the flood water was flowing nearer and nearer to our house. But my Dad said it was impossible to flood here because he lived here for almost 40 years !!! But my mother was so anxious and she told all of us to pack our things before it was too late. Her advice was useless, we did not hear it, but continue to do our work. I was quite worried.
Finally, the flood water flowed into my house. I was scared and I started to take my books and stuffs to upstairs. I was scared that my books would spoil after being dampen in the water. Okay my things were all settled and I helped my mother to take the electrical appliances to the upstairs too. My brother was keeping his things too. My father, however showed nothing interest. My father was stubborn right?? And we started to go to sleep, my mother noticed that water started to flow in my house. OMG !! That night I was exhausted saving my things from the flood so I slept earlier that them. Another embarrassing thing was we used the rain water we used to keep as there was a water shortage occur to bathe and wash ourselves. But we used the mineral water to brush our teeth, we used it in a very small quantity.
Suddenly, when I was in my slumber, my father and mother suddenly shouted me and my brother's names. They were holding a huge TV and they looked really exhausted. We helped them to place it upstairs. I take the opportunity to watch downstairs, Alas ! It was already a feet tall !
The next morning, the water seemed to rise and rise quickly. We have no idea so we started to pack our things and went to a community centre. It was not a community centre actually, it was like a centre for the Japanese prayers. We stayed there for one night. We were given food and mattress to sleep. Wow ! I like the new environment !!! There were air-conditional and rarely had mosquitoes to bite us.
The next day, I woke up at 6.30am. I would never wake up so early before. Amazing!!! I brushed my teeth and everything, I walked to the front. I saw my father. He said that he wanted to go back to see the condition. Alright. He went back. I wished it was still flooding because I like to sleep here :P
After a few minutes, my father went back with joy.He said that the water had subsided. We could go back now. I was so relieved and at the same time, I feel very sad to leave here. Well, I have to go back to my own house too one day. I packed all my things and look thrice to make sure nothing was left behind.
Before we left, we thanked the workers there for letting us to stay there and eat there. Alright. we had to share with another family which they requested a lift. I have to sit with my brother in front of the seat as there was not enough seat behind. Fortunately, my brother and I were "bamboos" instead of "balloons", I can still survive, HAHA :)
Well, till then. I will continue the Part Two as I have a lot of things to do in my hand.
*Smiling : ) ~

Thursday, 18 November 2010

Holiday~

It's time to enjoy our long-waiting-holiday!!!
But what should we do to full fill our holiday so that it won't be wasted???
I have been wasted every day of my life.
I don't want to waste time anymore...
HAHA, you know I don't have the determination to do so...
I always fail in every of my attempts.
Terrible... Very terrible... Extremely Very Terrible...
So, do enjoy your holiday wisely so you won't regret...
Share some experiences..---
Last mid-year holiday, for about two weeks, I planned earlier that I would use my time to do all my homeworks first then revised my homework, and also read my books to prepare for the next exam. But, I didn't do so. I spent all my time watching TV, played games, daydreaming and a lot of wasteful things. What a fool is me!!! I woke up at 11am, and it's very late. I frequently woke up late during weekends as I went to school on that week, more accurately, it is a silly reason for me to sleep until noon. I'm not supposed to do that. Until it was the day before the school reopened, I just forced myself to open one of many of my homework to finish it. And fortunately, I managed to finish those long-time-no-see homeworks till midnight. I'm ashamed of myself. I'm really sad when I try to think back those things I did in every holidays. I did nothing!!!   :(   Wanna cry T.T
We always tell ourselves to change our attitude to better. But among 10 of us, only 1 succeeded to do so. Think is easy, do is hard, to maintain our determination in every single thoughts is the most difficult thing in the world. As Johann Wolfgang says: Knowing is not enough, we must apply. Willing is not enough, we must do.
So, make sure you have the determination to do something before you plan anything. Be smart ! :)
*smiling :)

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