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Sunday 31 October 2010

Pressure... Pressure... and Pressure...

Well, the end-year examination is coming. Me and my friends could feel the heat and the pressure. We all wanted to do well in the exam, as this is about our future, at the same time we also wanted to be in the top, elite class. So we need to pay attention to our exam right now. We must compete with others in order to make us in that class. Who doesn't want to be in elite class? As for us, the number of Chinese was less, and there was only 10 places for us to be in 3A. So, its time for me to quit my co curriculum activities, sacrifice my entertainer.

I was quite confident in this exam. But at the same time, I knew that my Mandarin won't allow me to get first in  class and first among all Form 2 students. My friend appeared to be getting first as she did not take Mandarin. Mandarin was not easy, but then it's not really hard. I can still remember that I became the top students in Form 1 last year, as I got first in class, first among Form 1, and had the highest marks for Bahasa Malaysia, English, Geography and Life Skills. Truthfully, I was upset and disappointed that she had won me twice this year. On the other hand, I also feel happy and excited as I have a strong challenger. A strong challenger makes us better. Have you ever heard that???

Whatever... At least I will be doing my best in this oncoming exam. Wish me all the best. And!!! Good luck for you guys that will also be sitting for the exam. Gambathe!!!!!
*smiling :)

Saturday 30 October 2010

The First Post Ever In My Blog :)

Well. I have come to the new world, another of my world which is a part of my life. It's BLOGGING!!!
Truly from my heart, i don't know when and why did I start blogging as one of my hobbies. Ya, it's lame... its really lame. Since I don't know the reason why I am deep in love with BLOG. Visitors, just forget it. I'm a little bit crazy ^^..

Actually, I do love blogging. But the time I have doesn't allow me to publish post everyday. I need a medium to express my feelings and talk about my problems. At teen age like me, I'm sure that all of us have many problems, such as peer pressure, homeworks, exams, family, just to mention a few. I thought before of telling my problems to my friends with hope that they will lend me a hand to solve my problems. But, I have to face 3 problems:

1. If I tell my friends about my problems and secrets, will they tell the others??? Can they keep my secret??? I rather mention everything on my blog than telling my secrets and problems that are going to be known by other people. At least there is a safe. Right?

2. If my friend was a cold-blooded people?? What should I do?? I watched a lot of drama about a cold-blooded and evil friend planned to do anything to harm her/his friend after she/he knew her/his friend's weakness. Should I aware of my friends?? I have to protect myself too. It is not easy and maybe is the most difficult thing in the world of finding a true, trustworthy, dependent and reliable friend. I can't deny.

3. If my friend was not a kind person and she was unwilling to help me to solve the problems? I had an experience. I was betrayed. My friend "A" said that I stole her handphone. I didn't stole. I deny. I swear. It was not my fault. Why must she do like this? Her action broke my heart. I told my friend "B" that I was innocent. She appeared to be trusted  me. But, actually she herself also thought that I had stolen friend "A"'s phone. How disappointed was me! She also spread the news that I was making stories to show that I was innocent actually.

These are the main reasons why I managed to tell my problems in my blog. So are you !! You too can do the same way like me!! Come on!! :)

*Pls: I am not thinking the bad way ya. Everything has their goods and bad ones. We all have to admit that. *smiling :)

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