SENSATION LIFE: K-POP

Tuesday, 15 November 2011

Mad ! Angry !!!

This was actually a true story and it was my experience. My worst experience ever in my life. You should take it as a lesson although you never went through it.
I have a friend who was quite good with me. I thought she was the best friend and whom I can talk to when I'm depressed. But all I thought was wrong. ALL WRONG !!! I was totally mad!!! I can't describe by words.
At the past October. These things happened ONE MONTH ago !!! She wanted to go ***** (somewhere), and she did not have enough *****(a stuff). She messaged me and asked me to lend her. Well, actually I'm a straightforward person. I was a kind person. I eventually lend her my *****(my stuff) without thinking. An AB blood type person is like that :) Okay, it sounds nothing and is normal right.. Let's continue...--
A week later, she came back from *****(somewhere), and the next day was her end-year examination. I was not supposed to call her and annoy her. Okay. I keep quiet and try to be patient as well. I was a person which cares very very very much about my stuff. At first I thought she would return my stuff herself without my urge. But it's November already. Where was my shirt???? How come she did not return to me??? What happened??? Two days before holiday, a long holiday, which is today, I phoned her and she never open her phone, I tried to message her. She never reply. I was mad already. I tried the other way else. I messaged her sister to tell her to return me my stuff tomorrow. I even bluff her that I want to wear it tomorrow. I was guilty. Seriously. I did that the first time. Then her sister phoned me. You know what she says??? She said she(her sister, who make me a lot of trouble.) borrowed my stuff to the **** *** school's student. I was totally speechless that time. SPEECHLESS. I was blurred. In the second, I felt that I'm in the hell. I'm not kidding. These were totally the thoughts in my heart !!! And I did not know what will happen to my stuff. I did not know how to get back. I turned to become a stone. I wanted to cry, but the problem was I can't cry. I wanted to shout and scold her, but I couldn't do that. I don't know. I was totally blank. How can she do like that, that stuff is my stuff, it is another person stuff not your stuff !!! I feel like something wrong with her morality. I was mad and everything came out from my mouth. @#$%^*
I don't know. I have to spoil my image that I built it very hardly. I became a troublesome person indeed. But who cares?? I just want my stuff back. I don't know how you suppose to take back, but for sure I want my stuff BACK!!! I'm not that rich. All I want is to maintain my stuffs an make sure they do not lost. I can't afford to buy everything new.
Seriously, I was scared. I don't know how will she get back my shirt. I hope she will return to me next year. I will always tell her to get my shirt. Every second from now. A person will do something they do not want to do at first after someone annoyed her/him.
Now I lost my appetite. I lost my mood to play with my cat. I lost my mood to watch the final episode of the drama. I turned to a devil right now. All I need is to talk out everything in my heart in my blog. Together with my favourite boy band - U-KISS songs, 0330, Man Man Ha Ni, Neverland, and others. I feel better now. :)
* Angry face = =

Thursday, 4 November 2010

I'm addicted to it !!!

Hey buddies, I'm back!!! My exam had just over and now I'm free, just to wait for my results. Hopefully I can pass with flying colours. Not only flying colours, I must get high grades as the school's "A" grade was 90%. Well, let's forget it temporary. I wanted to share something that causes me addicted to it. It's Kpop!!! I know, it does not surprising you.

Last time, I did not like Kpop but I prefer Jpop. I thought that Japanese songs are the most creative and worth-to-listen song. Recently 8TV broadcast a new drama--He's beautiful. The main actor and actress are :

-Jang Geun Suk, the good-looking, popular actor and singer. ( as Hwang Tae Kyung )
-Park Shin Hye, the pretty and popular actress. ( as Go Mi Nyu & Go Mi Nam )
-Jung Yong Hwa, the brother-like CN Blue main vocalist and rapper. (as Kang Shin Woo)
-Lee Hong Ki, the cutest FT Island main vocalist. (as Jeremy )
-UEE, the beautiful After School vocalit. ( as Yoo Hye Ni )

As this drama was broadcast, I was totally addicted with it. I downloaded every songs which were the drama soundtracks. I like "Still As Ever" and "Without Words" the most. I like "Promise" and "Lovely Day" too!!! OMG!!! I even became Jeremy's fan !!!! Lee Hong Ki was so cute in the drama !!! The songs he sang, which are "Still As Ever" and "Promise" really caught my attention!!! Slowly slowly I addicted to FT Island songs. His voice was extremely nice!!! I like his voice. Really really like it!!!

My friends, of course are addicted to it too!!! The story line was funny and it seem quite genuine -- Go Mi Nyu is a sister-in-training. Her twin brother Go Mi Nam successfully auditions for the musical band A.N.JELL but is forced to leave for the United States to correct a botched plastic surgery. Mi Nyu is approached by Mi Nam's manager to pose as Mi Nam while he recovers. She is against it at first but agrees in order to fulfill her dream of finding their mother. Now, posing as Mi Nam, Mi Nyu enters the group A.N.JELL and meets its members: Hwang Tae Kyung, Kang Shin Woo and Jeremy.Thats why everybody likes it. Boys Over Flower has already forgotten by them. OMG. I almost fainted man !!! All of my friends like Hwang Tae Kyung as he was cool inside the drama. They even tried to imitate the twisting of Tae Kyung's mouth. HAHA!!!

Those of you right there that never watched the drama yet, come on, I post a few of pictures and songs for you guys!
*smile~